i cant believe what i just did.
i deleted all the five year old messages
i had in my old cell phone. all from you.
i'm so proud of myself.
i cried, i hurt but crying is a way of healing.
we tried so hard or at least i tried my very best
but it just wasnt enough to keep us together.
i did everything i could
but its just not meant to be. both of us.
like a misfit jigsaw piece
no matter how much i try, it just wouldnt fit.
that's us.
i wont try any more. nope. not anymore.
cause i know i'll never be that girl that
takes your breath away. (:
so, i smile and walk away. and that was that.

if someone ever mentioned us again,
i would say, we were once in love.
but like starcrossed lovers
and unforeseen circumstances
we had to be apart.
dont be sad for me but rejoice
because i once had it all and i know there's more to come.


/ wont you smile like the rainbow for me one last time?